carlyannerasmussen:

• No matter how you feel, get up, dress up, and show up. 
• Over prepare, then go with the flow

→ Peacocks and Daisies.: #personalrant

carlyannerasmussen:

Nobody ever falls in love with me.
I never let them, I always push them away before things can get messy,
but they become even messier as a result.
I’m always showing love to people I do not like,
when I cannot even tell those I love, how I feel,
I’m better at distance than I am at being close,

→ Peacocks and Daisies.: #ignorethispersonalbs

carlyannerasmussen:

A week ago you told me we couldn’t hang out anymore,
You said that I was to complicated for you and that you couldn’t stand hearing about me being with other men.
Last night you texted me, intoxicated. You told me you wanted me beside you through the night, and to come over.
We spent the…

→ Smoothies

healthyisfabulous:

(Source: diddyelle, via healthysexyhappy)

→ Healthy Is Classy: 50 easy ways to reach your goal weight (Make them a habit)

healthyisclassy:

1. Water yourself. A recent study proved that dieters who guzzled plenty of H2O lost more weight than those who didn’t.

2. Halve at it. Divide your normal portion by two and save the rest for later. You are likely to feel full on less food than you think.

3. Go meatless. In general,…

Okay, I’ll admit it. I want to be with him. This is not to say that I love him, or that I think we’re going to get married or anything like that… Its just when I look at him, I can’t help but smile, Every word he says-means so much to me. I love the way he cares about me. For once, I feel important. He has a million reasons to hate me, yet he still offers me his friendship. I am so unworthy… 

I am so selfish to think that he’s being unfair. I’m the one who slept with someone else. He is the one sacrificing here. Even though he doesn’t want to be seen in public- and he doesn’t trust me at all… I need to show him. I need to show him that I care. 

I messed up out of fear. I can’t let it happen again. 
I need to be everything he deserves in a woman.

Even if we’ll never be more than friends.